I remain partial
Unfettered and unbelieving
In a truth born wisdom.
I haven’t met the gatekeepers
And that guy on the street yelling
Is just another sad song for the notebook
I walk past unopened
Still smiling
Selling my cleaned up calling card
As my eyes focus
Beyond yours
Wavering till I lose interest
People see me crumble
And as uneven as I feel
I throw down advice
I see as sage like on every ear near me
I hardly feel blessed
When I seem so selfish
I see my feelings
As unfollowed and all believing
And I’m growing tired of
Walking through bar doors
To pretend that this
room isn’t shrinking
I feel without meaning
among life’s sculptures.
There’s some truth!
Now where’s the wisdom?
I’ll listen
I just can’t
Refresh my vision
Past old habits
And my vices seem to be breaking me open
With none of the relief I hoped to find.
My drug became sadness
And she doesn’t help either.
So I suck in miss sadness
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